alice-loves-one-direction: see this beautiful boy? his name is leonardo. he is 7 years old. he died nearly 3 years ago. he drowned. in the the pool of the house his family rented. let me tell you how it happened. he woke up quite early on the first day of their vacation in spain. he wanted to go to the pool and walked up to his mum, who was still asleep. he woke her up and asked her if she would go to the pool with him. she said “no, but ask your brother. he surely wants to go.” he walked to his brothers room and knocked. no one answered so he went inside and saw that he was still sleeping. he didn’t want to wake him up so he decided to go to the pool on his own. he grabbed his bathing suit and went to the pool. 15 minutes later his mum woke up and looked for him. she walked into the brothers room and saw him asleep. and there she paniced. she ran to the pool and she was right. he was dead. his body floated on the clear blue water. his brother and sister went home to their grandparents. the parents stayed in spain because of the stuff they had to clear out. 5 weeks later there was his funeral. his parents asked us to dress up in white because his life was bright and full of jo and so should be his death. every one got a rose to throw on the coffin. when it was my turn i couldn’t stand it anymore. tears streamed down my face. i looked down at a coffin of a 4-year old boy, i just saw a couple of weeks before. his mum couldn’t stand seeing me crying and ran away crying and screaming. she was the best mum ever. when i was in vacation with this family and i noticed how careful she was. she never let leonardo go anywhere alone. she always cared about him. and then everything gets taken away from her. but she survived and now they have another baby. his name is romeo. it’s a baby made from love and suffering at the same time. it’s their everything. it’s the proof that this family and especially the mum is unbelievably strong. R.I.P Leonardo <3
i hate you, you, you, you, and you over there. and most of all i hate you. the ugly creature i see everytime i look in the mirror (Source: lets-go-to-1derland)

i hate you, you, you, you, and you over there. and most of all i hate you. the ugly creature i see everytime i look in the mirror

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my arm…
i just did my first gaping cut. it hurts a LOOOOOOOOT you can see the yellow fat. ew (Source: lets-go-to-1derland)

i just did my first gaping cut. it hurts a LOOOOOOOOT

you can see the yellow fat. ew

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i just did my first gaping cut. it hurts a LOOOOOOOOT (Source: lets-go-to-1derland)

i just did my first gaping cut. it hurts a LOOOOOOOOT

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